I feel hollow.

This sinking feeling in my stomach; as though I'm falling downhill endlessly.

Incapable of standing steady on my two feet.

Uncertainty clogs the air like a heavy fog that has a mind of its own:

Lingering in the air; determined to stay,

Dazed.

Empty beyond words.

Self reminder.

I have just replied all the comments in my blog. I am deeply sorry for the notably-considerably-extremely-incredibly-exceedingly-unforgivably late replies.
I actually did not even realize some of the comments existed until just now.
WHICH, from now on is no longer a problem because I have changed my blog settings to notify me via email everytime someone comments.
My apologies again.




I promise I am not a tiao-keh person.


No really I'm serious.

是伴

还是绊

Bringing Niagara Falls to my eyes.

Holidays in K.K., basking myself in contentment, devoid of complaints.

When I'm not studying, I've been re-watching a few good, solid and sad movies.

A bit heavier than the chick-flick garbage I always seem to opt for.

Cold Mountain

My Sister's Keeper

The Holiday

Closer 

Tristan and Isolde.

Beautiful movies.

Captivating, all of them painted love as fleeting yet sought after, something beautiful that everyone desires to hold, but not everyone is allowed to keep.


Except for The Holiday, all of the movies suffered tragic endings.
I expected myself to be immensely disappointed by the endings, being a large fan of 'happily-ever-afters'.
But surprisingly, I was not.
I was only, left convinced that love is never easy, nor is it ever simple, and most importantly, it is not always meant to be.


Moving and heart-wrenchingly beautiful.

Jude Law starring in three out of the five is (obviously) an added bonus.

He's so delicious he makes me lick my lips like a savage beast.

I blame the accent. And those hypnotizing eyes.

A guy like him's a hazard to womankind.

Lydia's visiting soon :)

It been a long while since we've seen each other.

Miss all those time we've spent at her house, all those silly moments we share with each other.
All those late night talks we had with each other, all those times we were there for each other.
The girl is a doll. :)

She wants to perfect her camwhoring skills and make the kiss-flip book I told her about haha.
She wants to get one done for Gabe. So sweet! :)

Woo-hoo, can't wait!