Permanence.

Angel lost her Blackberry when we were strolling in a rather crowded IKEA.

I feel really bad for her, the poor thing. She just got that phone and she absolutely love it :(

And this had to happen.

Its so sad, because Angel is such a nice girl. Why doesn't bad things only happen to bad people? :(

And I didn't get to paint my room today due to lack of time and too many unexpected happenings, Angel losing her phone being one of them.

A bit disappointed as I really wanted to get everything done today. But at least tomorrow is Sunday and I still have time to get things done, just as what Verus said.

I think what I really learnt today is to not get things worked out too early and expect too much.

Because you'd never know what'd happen in the next minute.

One minute Angel was talking to her mother on the phone; the next her phone was stolen.

One day Terrence's mom was just talking proudly to her colleagues about her son; the next he's dead. :(:(

Take life one step at a time. I've heard this before, but I've never actually understood it as clearly as I do now.

Don't take life too seriously; no one gets out alive anyway.

Morbid joke but true nonetheless.

Never ever EVER be a smart-ass and assume you have life all figured out.

Because no matter how sure you are of a certain thing, in the end its all in God's hands.

He's the real player. We are all merely checkers in the game.

Most of my belongings had been successfully transferred here.

I'll have to make one last trip tomorrow to scrap my room clean from my possessions :)

Can I?

Half of my things were sent over to the new place last night.

Now I have to finish packing the rest to evacuate this place.

Bit sad.

Nearly two decades on the planet and...

my worldly possessions = two small suitcases, some books and a couple of plastic bags.

Note to self: I need to work harder to increase that.

:)

My Milk Toof.

Whenever I'm feeling down or stressed, I'd go to My Milk Toof to have a little break :)

Lardee and Ickle are my sugar fix. They are absolutely adorable.

Inhae is a complete genius.

I need to start packing to move into my new place. I really hope its gonna be the right choice; I can focus and study hard, and hopefully do well for my exams.

I'm looking forward to decorating my room. Even though its small, I'd like to make it my own.

I'd take a photo of it when I'm done. :)

Off packing now~ tata!

You were like sand

So fine;

You slipped through my hand

I'm perplexed at how the human mind operates.

Because I cannot comprehend why I'm feeling so affected by a person from my distant past tonight. After nearly 4 years. at 3.22am in the morning.

But at least it is only tonight you came revisiting my thoughts.

I guess a part of me will never forget.

Because that part of me knew I could have made things different, if only I tried a little harder to make things work.

But you had to happen, to make me who I am today.

You appeared to show me how to be the perfect girlfriend, as what I am towards my boyfriend now. I just wish I could have learnt that before meeting you; so I could have a shot at being the perfect girlfriend for you, because it was all you deserved.

For you had been the perfect boyfriend for me.

I know that this will not bring tears, only a heavy heart of what could have been.

I know these feelings will only last for tonight, and will not stay to torture me as time really has washed away the searing pain.

Only a scar remain.

For tonight is only a fleeting moment

Where I find myself recapturing the past once again

And the past is merely a memory; it meant nothing more.

Life works like a cycle.

A person comes into your life.

He makes an impression; he teaches you a lesson.

And then he has to leave, in order for you to actually learn that lesson.

And most of the time, we realized that bit.

But what we failed to notice is that...

even in their life

We also played a part;

we also left a mark.

This

in itself

is the comfort many seek

but have failed to find