Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Que Sera Sera

I need to break free from this never-ending cycle, and start to shine.

I have to fight these demons within myself, because oh yes, it is my problem,
My self-esteem is so low now I really don't know how to get back up if I fall again.

Holding my hand, slowly guiding me forward with kind words, I feel that I am so blessed with all these amazing people in my life, who are incredibly supportive and encouraging to me.

In fact, so much so that I feel as though I don't deserve it.

They are the sole reason for me to hang in there and try my best.
I wish I can reciprocate by proving to them that all their efforts are not wasted, I really do.

I need to try harder.
I love you mom.

When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother, what will I be
Will I be pretty, will I be rich?
Here's what she said to me.

Que Sera, Sera,
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours, to see
Que Sera, Sera
What will be, will be.

That is our favorite song :)
We used to sing that together in the kitchen, mommy and I.
The song will never lose its meaning for me and hopefully one day, I'd be able to sing it to my beautiful little girl too. :)


  1. hey beautiful girl.

    we all seem to have some issues with our darling moms. oh well...

  2. :) hello darling. no la i dont have issues with her. im just sad how she's given so much and i can't seem to give it back. i feel so useless.

  3. :( we all feel that way sometimes...
    and it's so coincidental that Que Sera Sera is my mum and I's fav song too! We used to sing it together in the car when I was a lil kid...or just anywhere actually... :')
    I miss my mum...

    Hang in there girl... :)

  4. Sheryl: You're one special girl who appreciate good music :) I miss my mother too. Thank you for the support ♥

  5. lovely post!
    You have a wonderful way of writing!